In Case You Read This: A Heartfelt Journey of Connection and Self-Discovery
Edward Underhill’s latest novel, In Case You Read This, tugged at my heartstrings in ways I didn’t expect. As an avid reader of young adult fiction, I find myself often drawn to stories that dive deep into the nuances of identity, especially those focusing on LGBTQ+ experiences. Underhill, who previously wowed us with Always the Almost and This Day Changes Everything, outdid himself here with a poignant tale about two transgender teens navigating the complexities of connection, family, and self-discovery.
The novel kicks off with Arden and Gabe in transitions of their own—Arden reluctantly leaving the acceptance he found in Los Angeles for the uncertain landscape of Winifred, Michigan, and Gabe energetically fantasizing about his escape to sunny Pasadena. Their meet-cute in a Nebraska motel lobby over their shared love for the fictional band, Damaged Pixie Dream Boi, feels incredibly authentic and sets the tone for their evolving relationship. What I loved about this encounter is how—orchestrated by fate or sheer coincidence—it feels both serendipitous and earned.
Arden quickly emerged as a character I could relate to on many levels. His sardonic wit is a protective wall for the vulnerability he hides, perfectly encapsulating the reluctance and angst typical of a teenager. Underhill portrays his artistic spirit with great care; Arden’s sketches detail his world, allowing us to see through his eyes without the narrative spell feeling forced. His family dynamics play a pivotal role, especially the tensions that arise during their cross-country journey—a tapestry of expectations, dreams, and intergenerational misunderstandings that many families can relate to.
Conversely, Gabe embodies a breath of fresh hope. His struggles—especially with voice dysphoria—felt palpable, and his quest for authenticity in a small-town backdrop was expertly handled by Underhill. His songwriting becomes both an outlet and a reflection of his burgeoning feelings for Arden, particularly in crafting the moving piece, “Nebraska Dimension.” Gabe’s enthusiasm is contagious, and I frequently found myself rooting for his success amidst the worries that cloud his optimism.
The supporting cast shines brightly, contributing rich colors to the narrative. The Pretzel Queer Club is much more than a quirky montage of friends; their individual personalities create a tapestry that underscores the theme of found family. I particularly loved Luna’s intensity and Brian’s hobby of bird-watching—it’s the details like these that made the narrative feel grounded and true.
Underhill’s writing style is conversational yet astute, capturing the essence of teenage voice. The dual-perspective narrative, complemented by text message interludes, enhances the authenticity and pace, even though I found parts of the middle section a bit slower than necessary. However, these moments of unease are minor bumps on an otherwise smooth ride.
What struck me most deeply were the themes interwoven throughout the book—family dynamics, generational trauma, and the authentic portrayal of trans experiences. Underhill doesn’t shy away from the complexities of these lives; rather, he celebrates them. There’s a beautiful balance between hope and reality that leaves readers feeling both uplifted and seen.
In Case You Read This is not just a romance; it’s a heartfelt exploration of identity and connection. I wholeheartedly recommend this book to anyone looking for nuanced representation and character-driven storytelling. Whether you’re part of the LGBTQ+ community or simply a lover of empathetic narratives, this story promises to resonate deeply and linger long after you turn the last page.
Reading this book reminded me why I adore young adult literature—it’s a space where voices are heard, hearts are touched, and stories leave an indelible impact. Edward Underhill has once again proven that he’s a master at capturing the intricacies of life, love, and the journey to self-acceptance.